You are not here to transcend the world. You are here to learn how to carry it.

A former cleric, writing on the physical and ordinary as the site of the sacred — matter and spirit as one ascending thing, after Teilhard.

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Carrying the Watering Can

Full, it rearranges the whole body—the bite of the handle, the lean, the drops you carried for nothing.

Ask the Apostate

How do I actually become a better person?

Stop adding virtues and start subtracting.

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Warming Cold Hands

Hands come back to you slowly at the stove: the ache, the itch, and the wisdom of holding them a little further off.

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Trimming the Wick

By morning the wick is a ruin; trimming it back to a clean edge is a small daily tending of the light.

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Shelling Peas

A lap full of pods, the thumb finding the seam, and the slow evening rhythm of shelling peas one canoe at a time.

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The Service Station at Three in the Morning

A motorway services at three in the morning—hospital light, no one you know, a non-place between places—and who you are when you stop there.

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The Friction of a Rusted Bolt

The seized, corroded bolt that will not turn for any spanner—the particular frustration of meeting a thing rusted past persuasion.

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Beating the Rug

The rug that looks clean until you haul it up and beat it, and the astonishing cloud of dust that was living in it all along.

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