You are not here to transcend the world. You are here to learn how to carry it.

A former cleric, writing on the physical and ordinary as the site of the sacred — matter and spirit as one ascending thing, after Teilhard.

Essay

The Burnt Pot

The scorch welded black to the bottom of the pan, the smell that came too late, and the patient soak and scrape that brings it back.

Essay

Breaking in the Boots

New leather that doesn't want you, and the slow mutual breaking-in by which a boot and a foot learn to belong to each other.

Essay

The Theology of Blisters

The hot tender spot the shovel or the maul raises before you've noticed—the body's honest receipt for unfamiliar work.

Essay

The Thing That Sank

A corroded green lump raised from a two-thousand-year-old wreck—and the astonishing, half-understood machine found sleeping inside it.

Essay

The Gate Before Dawn

An hour early at a boarding gate before first light, and the strange work of being, for a while, a person whose only purpose is to wait.

Ask the Apostate

Why do we check the door is locked when we already know it's locked?

Knowing isn't the same as having touched it.

Ask the Apostate

Is it selfish to want to be left alone?

Solitude isn't taken from the people you love—it's what makes you fit to be among them.

Ask the Apostate

How do you actually get out of your head and into your body?

You can't think your way in; give the hands a real task and the body arrives.

73 pieces · page 8 of 10
← Back Further in →

Word, when there is word.

Not often, and not soon — the writing comes slowly. No list, no letters in between. There is the feed, if you'd rather.